For me personally, all of it starts around my birthday celebration. The anxiety this is certainly.
Whenever 16 appears on the calendar and I realize I’ve gone yet another year without having a relationship—meaning I’ll (likely) be spending another birthday, Halloween, Thanksgiving, Christmas, and New Year’s all by my lonesome—I start to get panicky september. It’s maybe perhaps not I do, very much so), it’s more that my birthday serves as a yearly reminder of the only piece to my life’s puzzle I feel like I’m still missing: someone to spend it with that I don’t have wonderful friends and family to celebrate with.
There is certainly someone that is n’t deliver me flowers (or, ahem, have birthday celebration intercourse with), no body to argue with about where we’ll spend Thanksgiving, or introduce to my loved ones.
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